My Diary (16)

Maya couldn't believe her eyes. She felt numb. It took her a few seconds to absorb what really happend.
The nurse went to call the doctor, who came within a few seconds..
"ilsalaam 3laikom" the dr. said smiling at Maya
Maya was in total apathy, that she didn't return his greeting
"lets have a look" continued the dr. as he was heading towards 5aled
he checked his vital sigsn, his temperature, blood pressure, heart rate, checked his eyes with a flash light, and wrote something on his clipboard.
5aled turned to face Maya, with a soft, tired smile on his face.
"Maya?" 5aled whispered
Maya just stood there, unable to show any emotion.
"i'll be back later" said the dr. as he headed out the door
"he should rest" said the nurse on her way out, as well.
5aled smiled at Maya, looking deeply into her eyes, as he gestured for her to come closer
Maya felt her heart literally go numb. She took a step closer to him. He looked at her, and she knew what that look meant, he was telling her to come closer by his eyes, and just looking at him, Maya understoon what he meant. So she took another few steps closer to him, until he held out his hand to her and she held it. She held it hard, she couldn't believe it was her 5aled, the one whom she thought would never wake up, the one whom she thought that she would never have. And there he was, in bed in front of her, holding her hand, with a smile on his face.
"7abeebty" 5aled whispered, "ta3aly hnee", he took a deep breath, "next to me"..
And to that, Maya sat on the chair next to his bed, put her head on his chest, and cried non stop. She broke down, she cried all the worry out, all the pain she felt for the past weeks, she cried the suffer she suffered, the loneliness she felt without him, she cried all her feelings out.
He lay there, putting his hand over her head, touching her soft hair, with such tender.
She sat there crying for another hour, with his arm covering her upper back.
Finally, she was able to force herself to stop crying and talk to him, talk to her 5aled.
"i'm sorry" Maya whispered, as she wiped her tears with her hands, 5aled took her hands in his, and looked deeply into her eyes, he didn't say anything, he just stared into her eyes for a long time. Maya felt as if he could see right through her, she felt naked, she felt exposed and transparent to him. He smiled at her, as she smiled back to him, he wiped the silent tears streaming once again, down her face by the tip of his fingers. Maya closed her eyes, squeezig them hardly, as he pulled her towards him..
"i thought i'd lose u" Maya said through his chest
"it's ok.. i'm here now" 5aled said, thankful to be back, with Maya in his arms...
"i don't know what was i going to do without u" Maya mumbled through his chest
"ssshh..its ok..sshh..i'm here now..i'm not going anywhere" 5aled comforted her
"you promise?" Maya asked, pulling her head away from his chest to face him and look at his mesmorizing eyes that dazzled her.
"i promise" 5aled kissed the top of her head..." this is the start of our future together"
Maya calmed down, smiled at him and asked "really?"
"yes 7abeebty"
Maya kept smiling, she knew that after all the bad days and nights she had, the worry she felt, the lonliness, and fear that kept growing rapidly in her body like insects giving birth. She knew that after all this, happiness was bound to come..