My Diary (12)

Maya felt horrible that night, she couldn't sleep.
She sat there lying in her bed, her heart torn apart...
She pittied Tahani, but still admired 5aled...how could she fix this?

Early that morning, Maya's phone rang, she was still in bed while she picked it up..
"Aloo" she said in a sleepy voice
"Maya" he said
her heart stopped..
it was him...
it was his deep voice...
"um n3am?" Maya said, sitting up straight on her bed, feeling nervous
"abee akalmij..fe shy abee agoolaj eyaah" 5aled said nervously
"uuh 5air? tfa'9al" Maya was being as professional as possible
"Maya......" 5aled began, as her heart started flipping, "ana enfe9alt 3an Tahani"
"laish?" asked Maya innocently
"l2ny abeech inty"
Maya didn't know what to say...she kept quiet.. so he continued..
"il9araa7a, inty mo il sebab il wa7eed..wayed ashyaa2..bass plz..momkin abtidy akalmij?" 5aled's intentions were not to play around, he really wanted to settle down....but with the right woman.
"um madry 5aled, ya3ny Tahani's my friend.. i couldn't do that to her..." Maya was considerate
"u won't do anything to her...there's nothing wrong with it.. i ended things with her...mafeeha shay.. ya3ny i can't be with someone else?...someone i like?...someone i fell in love with from the first time i saw her?"
Maya stopped breathing, she wanted to hear his every word, she wanted to make sure she wasn't dreaming...
she sat there smiling....feeling something she never felt before... everytime he first spoke she felt a jolt in her heart...it was a nice feeling...
it's called love...
Maya took a deep breath, while she thought about it.. 'it's true, he did end things with her' she thought...'why not give him a chance? i really want to.. i really like him...'
"no 5aled, im sorry" Maya said regretfully..
"plz think about it Maya, u're not doing anything wrong....plzz..for me" he begged
he wanted her so badly...he just knew she was the right one for him...
he knew she'd agree eventually...
Tears beggan dropping on her face, while she hung up...
she wanted him, she wanted to be with him, she dreamed about him......but she couldn't do that to Tahani...

2 weeks passed by with no message, no phone call from 5aled..
'i wonder if he's just giving me space, or doesn't want me anymore' Maya thought to herself...
she was in touch with Tahani, for the last two weeks...
Tahani was always crying, felt down, stayed at home, watched tv, and slept...she didn't do much.. always just called Maya for comfort, they talked in the phone, Maya trying to make her feel better...although nothing could.

As Maya stepped out of the shower, that night, her phone rang...she went to pick it up.
"Maya" 5aled said in a sad voice..
"5aled" Maya said his name shyly
"fakarty fil maw'9oo3?" he asked curiously.."abeej walla abeej"
"5aled walla may9eer..Tahani refeejty..magdar" Maya stook to her decision..she was convinced it was the right thing to do..
"ana yayaj ilbait" he said in a bubbly voice
"laa2! 5aled laa2! shino baitna? may9eer omy oo oboy fil bait..."Maya got nervouse
"imbalaanabayiybaitkomba56ibijminobooch" he mumbled, he said it all in one word
"where r u?" Maya asked
"filsayaara" he said in a husky voice
she heard him sip something
"are u drinking?" Maya became worried, she disapproved of drinking
"ya...u know why?...cuz i'm in love..and the one i love..." he went quiet..
Maya heard a loud crash...
"................"silence
Maya's heart froze!
"5ALED??" Maya yelled into the phone "5ALED?? 5AAALED? DO U HEAR ME??" Maya almost screamed..
"................"

Silence...

A few seconds later, Maya heard the siren of an ambulance.