My Diary (7)

Maya woke up that day with a smile on her face, for some reason, she thought today would be a good day. She stayed a while in bed, rolling over, thinking, too lazy to get out of bed....but eventually she did. She got up, hopped into the shower, changed into fresh clothes, went downstairs to eat breakfast with her mother and father, since it was Saturday.
Her father was reading the newspaper, while Maya and her mother sat watching tv in silence.

1 message received: Tahani
Hey Maya, i need to talk to u, r u free 2day?

'oh my god..she know...she suspected i like 5aled..she thinks i'll take him away from her..oh my god oh my god.. what am i going to do...how am i going to face her??' Maya felt guilty and ashamed

1 message sent: Tahani
Ya sure, i'm free for lunch, just tell me when and where..

1 message received: Tahani
Nino's at 2

1 message sent: Tahani
sure..cu there xx

'oh my god, she just sent me a plain text, no happy faces, no xo's, nothing! just a plain text...akeed she knew, or at least she suspects something, ee akeed ya3ny she's not blind, or maybe 5aled told her we kept staring at each other, or maybe she just felt it on her own, oh my god, i need to call lulu'

Maya got up and went to her room..

Incoming call: Maya
"alooooo" Lulwa said with a smile, glad to hear her friend's voice
"lulu SHIT! Tahani sent me a message saying she needs to talk to me today fe nino's at 2!" Maya gasped
"inzain shfeech..did she tell u what she wants?" Lulwa asked, wondering why would Tahani want to see Maya alone..
"LAA she just said she needed to talk to me... ma3arf 3an shinow! shit lulu 7addy 5ayfa.. i swear i didnt do anything.. bass i looked back at him! umbay a5aaf chafatny a6aal3a 3abaalha ba5tha minha...i swear i wont do such a thing no matter how hard it is!" Maya almost cried
"Maya, Maya sweety bil3adaal.. 9ally 3alniby, ma9ar shay...yumkin she just wants to talk, yumkin she has something in mind, matadreen... dont jump to conclusions here! give the girl a chance..." Lulwa said wisely
Maya started calming down...
"Ok ok.. yumkin i'm over reacting...i'll just wait and see.." Maya decided
"that's my Maya" Lulwa said with a smile, "call me as soon as u finish lunch, i wanna know everything in DETAILS"
"hahaha ok inshalla...yalla chaw"
"chaw"
They hung up..

Tahani wore her blue sleevless top, with a white long sleeve cardigan on top to cover up her arms, and light blue skinny jeans, with matching blue balerina shoes, and her Hermes bag (that got all the attention), she didn't bother with make up that day, but still managed to look lovely with her long brown hair falling onto her back. She always looked lovely, even when something was bothering her, you couldn't tell. This was Tahani, and perhaps 5aled found that frustrating or annoying, because she never showed her emotions.
She wore her brown Gucci sunglasses, and left to the car, heading to Nino's...

Maya wore a purple tshirt, grey skinny jeans, brown sandals that showed her painted toes, wore eyeliner, put on cherry lipbalm, wore her sunglasses, took her handbag and went downstairs to look for her car keys and left the house.

Tahani reached Nino's, ordered a diet coke, and waited for Maya.
2 minutes later, Maya showed up, saw Tahani sitting on the table, and walked up to her with a worried smile on her face.
They kisses each other on both cheeks, and sat down.
"Thanks for making it on such short notice" Tahani said
"my pleasure" Maya said, nervously
They ordered their food, Tahani ordered white sauce pasta, and Maya ordered steak and mushrooms.
"so..." Maya began nervously
"so..i called u Maya because i have something to talk to u about" Tahani explained
Maya felt nautious..
"go ahead, i'm listening" Maya said in a soft voice
"it's about 5aled" Tahani said
Maya felt disgusted, she wanted to throw up, she felt her heart pounding so hard, she thought it would fall out of her chest, she just wanted to run and leave, she felt the world move in slow motion, but there was nothing she could do so, she just sat there waiting for the worst to come..
"ya?"
"i've noticed 5aled being different lately, acting all wierd and distant, he's not the 5aled i got engaged to a year ago"
"um..um..why is that?"
"i don't know" Tahani said with a sigh
Maya was relieved
"how has he changed?" Maya askeds, trying to be helpful
"listen, from the day we got engaged and started talking to each other, i felt something was missing, but i told myself thing's will get better, and he's just like that because we're newly engaged...and time went by and still..no improvement, if so, everything's just worse...ohwa maskeen masawa shay bass i can feel ina he doesn't love me, and a girl knows when she's loved by someone or not" Tahani said sadly
"i never thought that of you two, u guys look perfect together" Maya couldn't help her hopes getting up
"ya everyone says that, but no one looks outside the picture, no one reads between the lines, i'm so confused Maya, i don't know what to do, u're the only one that can help, from the night of the party when u asked me if everything was ok i knew u would be the person i would come talking to, pouring out my heart to, cuz u seem like the person who cares about others.."Tahani smiled
"thank u Tahani, that's so sweet" Maya never felt more in the middle of a situation than now, she wanted to cry, she couldn't bare the guilt she felt inside her..
Tahani was her friend, and 5aled was the guy she was falling for, and they're bother engaged..
'What should a girl do in this case?' Maya thought, feeling her heart being torn apart.
"um, have u tried talking to him about it?" Maya suggested, feeling no hope at all,
She was going to help her friend in need, whatever it cost her...
"no...should i?" asked Tahani
"ya i think u should open up the subject with him, see what he feels about the whole thing, try to see it from his point of view this time" it almost killed her to say this, but she had to..
"u know what...i think i will, i'll tell him what i feel, and see what he thinks" Tahani smiled at her friend, whom now became her BEST friend.."i think we can work this out"
"of course u would, that's not even a problem from the start, just differences between you two, everyone goes through stuff, never mind, don't worry" Maya smiled sadly, thinking she would never get what she wanted, what she waited for her whole life..
"thank u Maya, u're such a sweet friend, i don't know what i would've done without u" Tahani held Maya's hand accross the table
"ur welcome Tahani, i'm always here for u" Maya forced a smile..

They finished their meals and ordered dessert
Tahani felt much better
Maya felt hopeless

As they were about to get up to leave................................
1 message received: 3965...
Maya, ana Khaled, mumkin akalmij ibmaw'9oo3?




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