My Diary (8)

'what the hell...' Maya thought to herself, acting all nice and calm in front of Tahani. She didn't want Tahani to find out about the message, after all he was her fiance!
Maya wanted to reply to that message so bad, but of course she didn't dare to in front of Tahani, incase she asked who it was..
They said their goodbyes, Tahani left to her car with a smile on her face, happy again, that she's going to work things out with 5aled, and grateful for her friend, who helped her with one of the hardest moments of her life.
Maya headed back home, thinking about Tahani, and how she opened up to her, how she trusted her, and it killed her to think that she was falling for 5aled, whether she wanted to or not.

Maya reached home, headed up to her room to take a nap. She needed some time to think of what she's going to do next.

1 message received: 3965...
Maya, momkin?

Maya didn't know what to do.. she wanted to know what he wanted to say..and where he got her number from.............but she couldn't. Not to her friend, not to anyone.
She forced herself to take a nap...
2 hours later, she woke up washed her face, and checked her phone.

3 messages received:
1 message: 3965...
1 message: 3965...
1 message: Tahani
'oh god' Maya thought..

3965...
Maya, plz there's something i need to explain to u..

3965...
I'm not going to stop u know.. plz answer me back, u won't regret this..

Tahani
7abeebty maya, thnxx for 2day, u made me find hope again.. luv u xoxo :)

Maya took a deep breath... she didn't know what to do anymore.. she wanted this to be a bad dream, but it wasn't.

She didn't want to ask Lulwa for help this time, she wanted to make her own decision, whether it was a good one, or a bad one..
First she replied to Tahani:
Anytime babe ;* i'm here 4u.. xoxo
Maya couldn't stop feeling guilty...
She sat there, thinking for a long time what to write to 5aled..she had to.. she wanted to..she couldn't resist..she had to find out what he wanted..'he's the one who texted me' Maya comforted herself...
Her heart was beating faster, her fingers were trembling, but still she had to do it..

1 message sent: 3965..
What do u need to talk to me about?

1 message received: 3965
Me and u

Maya couldn't help feeling a glimpse of excitement rushing through her heart..
1 message sent: 3965...
What time r u going to call?

1 message received: 3965...
it can't be on the phone

1 message sent: 3965...
i'm sorry, but i don't date..:s

This only made him want her more...
She just saved his number, when she heard her phone ringing...........it was him.
Her heart skipped a beat, as she managed to pick up...
"Aloo" she said in a low voice
"Ahlain" he replied in a deep voice, Maya could tell he was desperate...and it made her excited.
"um..laish tabeeny?" as she said it, she noticed that came out all wrong, she got so embarrassed, "um..qa9dy shtaby etgool?"
"la wela shay...bass, um ma3arf shloun abtidy il9araa7a.. ana a5atht raqmich min telefone Tahani, bedoon ma tadri sajalta, '9ameery y2anebny bass magdar ayawid roo7y akthar min chithee Maya" he said it all in one breath..Maya knew he was nervous, and that made her less nervous...
"5aled plz stop, may9eer inta 5a6eb..magdar abtidy ay shay m3aak, 7ata low abee, magdar" Maya was really shy talking to him
"ya3ny tabeen?" 5aled's said, in a tone that made her blush
he could feel her blushing, and he remembered the way she blushed when he was looking at her that night in the restaurant..
"....." Maya didn't answer, she couldn't, she was too shy to say a word, too shy to even smile..
"is it becuz of Tahani?" asked 5aled
"ee akeed it is" Maya answered
"what if i end things with her?" 5aled wondered
"u'll end things with her to just have a go with me? what if things don't work out between us? what would u do then?" Maya was startled
"the night i saw u, at Tahani's graduation party, 7ssait k2ny mitt oo 7yait..3rft ma3naat il 7ob min awal na'9ra, 3eraft shma3naat il7ob.."5aled began
Maya couldn't believe what she was hearing...she thought she imagined him staring at her.
"if all it takes is to break up with the wrong person in my life, then i'd do that in a blink of an eye!" 5aled said, meaning what he said
Maya could feel her heart freeze..
"5aled, i have to go" Maya whispered, and hung up

She didn't know what else to do.. she didn't know how to react, first he was confessing his love to her, second he was engaged!!

She couldn't start anything with him, she knew what their ending would be, there was no future for them and she knew it...she couldn't do that to anyone..the only thing she could do was end this before it began.....before someone would get hurt.....


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