My Diary (13)

Maya didn't know what to do...she didn't know where he was exactly!!
'omg it's all my fault..' she told herself as tears started streaming down her eyes..
'omg omg omg.. i want him, i want him, plz god don't let anything happen to him..plz god.. i swear if he's fine i'll pray an extra rak3itain with every prayer for the rest of my life' Maya was crying hysterically now..

Lulwa was just about to go to bed when...
Incoming call: Maya
"Aloo hiii" Lulwa said cheerfully, she had good news to tell Maya about herself, she hoped Maya would call, she wanted to tell her the piece of news herself
"Luuuhoooluuu" Maya sobbed uncontrollably
"MAYA SHFEECH?" Lulwa's heart dropped til her feet...
"5ALED HAD AN ACCIDENT..MA3ARF WAIN WADOOH..HE WAS TALKING TO ME AND I HEARD HIM CRASH...ABEE AROO7 LAH ILMUSTASHFAA LULU..BASS MA3ARF WHICH HOSPITAL" Maya said between her sobs, she couldn't control herself from screaming on the phone. (U know the feeling u get, when u know if u talk it'll come out as a cry but u force urself to talk and then it comes out as a scream and u cry without stopping?..yeah that.)
"Maya maya smila 3laich.. 9aly 3l niby, i'm coming over right now! i promise we'll find him..Bahrain is small it's easy to find someone i promise.. yalla i'm coming" Lulwa tried to comfort Maya while she panicked...
"HOW R WE GONNA FIND HIM? i want him i want him 5la9 i'll be with him.." Maya whispered her last words..
"i'm gonna find him, trust me, now get dressed we'll go to the hospital" Lulwa ordered
'how r we gona do that' Lulwa thought to herself as she dressed quickly..

Maya did as she was told, she pulled out a pair of jeans and a lose t-shirt without even looking..
She was still crying..her eyes were full of tears that blurred her sight.
'i want him..what am i going to do without him' Maya cried harder

Within 10 minutes, Lulwa reached Maya's house.. Maya quickly got into the car, and fastened her seatbelt..
"did u find him??" Maya cried, looking worriedly at Lulwa
"yes i did babe, he's at the BDF hospital, we're going over there" Lulwa smiled softly at Maya.. "apparently he was in Riffa when the accident happened.."
"is he okay??" Maya asked terrified
"i duno sweety..they couldn't give me that information, they told me i had to be a memeber of the family in order for them to tell me anything about him.." Lulwa said apologetically
"inshalla mafee shayy" Maya sobbed harder...

They parked their car, got down, and headed to the main enterance..
They asked for directions, until they found their way...to the emergency section.
Doctors were walking around, people with severe injuries were just brought in, mothers crying..
It was a busy place, they didn't know who to ask about 5aled..
They saw a nurse, went over to her and asked her..
"excuse me, do you know where 5aled al- is, they said he's here" Lulwa asked the nurse
"are u a member of the family?" asked the nurse..
"yes, she's his fiance" Lulwa said pointing at Maya, "and i'm his cousin, his parents are out of town for the day" Lulwa said, trying to act normal
"yes, actually i'm his nurse, he's still in the operating room, he'll be out most probably in an hour.." said the nurse, sympathetically
Maya felt as if she was going to fall to the ground, she felt her knees trembling, and her heart beating so fast she couldn't even feel it beating..
"it's okay.. Lulwa touched Maya's arm, "come lets sit and wait"

Maya kept sobbing non-stop....
It was then and there Maya decided that she'll give him a chance, she wanted him, she couldn't act as if she didn't care about him anymore.. 'Life's too short' she thought.. 'what if something happens to him, i swear i wont forgive myself'
'what have i done?' Maya kept thinking 'why didn't i give him a chance..i love him.. i want him.. plz god i can't handle it if anything happens to him' Maya started sobbing again..
It was times like these, when u think u'll lose someone that u want them the most..

Maya kept sobbing...

1 and a half hour later
It seemed to Maya like 10 hours passed
The doctor came over to Maya and Lulwa with a nervous smile..
"e7m.." the doctor cleared his throat "
"dr. is everything ok??" Lulwa asked, as Maya kept crying quietly
"there's some good news, and some bad news.." the dr. started
Maya's heart stopped and she sobbed loudly
"what is it dr?" Lulwa asked worried about what he was going to say
"he's out of the operation, he will recover soon.." the dr. began, "but we don't know how long it will take him to recover.."


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