My Diary (9)

The more Maya didn't answer his calls, the more he wanted her..... the more she didn't let him in, the more he tried, and so the more he became distant with Tahani.
Maya didn't know what was going on with Tahani and 5aled lately, the last time she heard about Tahani was last week at Nino's..
She wondered why Tahani never called again to tell her what was going on, but she didn't have the courage to call her herself, so Maya kept things this way.
She did her own things, occupying herself, trying to focus on other things so that she could take her mind off 5aled.
She told Lulwa about it..Lulwa knew her friend too well, she knew that if 5aled kept on doing what he does, eventually he will get what he wants, she knew Maya was too fragile to be strong and stick to a hard decision like that...'i have to do something' Lulwa thought as Maya went on about how hard it is for her to ignore his calls and never answer his messages..
Little did they know.....
5aled loved a girl he couldn't get, but that doesn't mean he just wants to screw around with her, he already fell in love with her, and Maya pulling herself away from him like that, only made him fall deeer.

Tahani, on the other hand, was miserable, she didn't know what to do. She doesn't even have a clue about 5aled's personaily changing so much with her, she saw him act the same with his family, old friends, everyone but her.
'WHY' she would think, as she cries herself to sleep...'what did i do to deserve this? did i drive him away?' she couldn't help but wonder if it was her fault for him to act this way.
'He doesn't love me' she would repeat over and over to herself...she was so hurt, she couldn't even talk to the one girl she trusted the most, the one girl who she confessed to, the one girl she considered as a true friend, Maya.

Maya was in the bathroom, while her phone beeped...
1 message received: Khaled
aby akalmij

Lulwa quickly saved his number in her phonebook, and dropped the phone to where it was..
Maya got out of the bathroom, she saw Lulwa's face, she knew something was up..
"shfeech?" Maya asked, wondering what could've happened
"6arash laj message" Lulwa pointed at Maya's phone
Maya literally ran to check her phone..
"Lulu ma3arf shasawy...bamoot 7addy abeeeh.. tara i know this sounds too soon bass a7iba" Maya said sadly, confused not knowing what to do
"Maya, ya 7abeebty, sm3eeny... low ohwa ma kaan 5a6ib, chan he's urs akeed..bass ohwa 5a6ib Maya" Lulwa said in a sweet voice, "5a6ib our friend..."
"a3arf, a3arf..." Maya mumbled sadly, "this is what's backing me off from him, otherwise we would be.." Maya stopped at the thought of them being together, how nice would it be to have someone you love, who loved you back, without being told.
"i know.. bass inshalla alla be3aw'9ech oo u'll forget him, and find a new love, that u CAN have" Lulwa smiled making Maya laugh lightly..
Maya was thankful she had Lulwa, she would be lost without her..

Meanwhile....
After Lulwa got home from Maya's house, she took out her mobile phone from her bag, and dialled his number.
"Aloo" 5aled said tiredly
"aloo, 5aled?" Lulwa said in a serious tone
"na3am...min m3ay?" 5aled asked
"ana Lulwa, rfeejat Maya"
5aled froze
"plz 5aled, u have to stop what u're doing.. u're breaking two people's heart at the same time, ur fiance's and my friend's.. plz don't do anything foolish that u'll regret later.."
"i..i.." 5aled started but was cut off with Lulwa's speech
"Maya's a fragile girl, she's not strong, she's weak, she can't fight that long, i know her! more than anyone!... u have to think wisely about this, from every angle, it's not a game u know... the matter is serious... ther are people involved in this, there are hearts that are going to break.. don't be selfish and think about ur feelings and needs, think about others... think about Tahani!" Lulwa's voice was getting higher as she tried her best to controll her anger.
"Lulwa inty 3baalich ana al3ab? 3baalij ana yaahil? mat3arfeen shkithir ana mfakir bil maw'9oo3?! min youm chift-ha wana metwale3 feeha..i fell out of something and into something new when i first laid my eyes on her..." 5aled said desperately
"do u think Maya's going to make u leave Tahani, just for her? NO!" Lulwa's temper was getting higher
"who said i'm going to leave Tahani for her, i already decided i'm ending things with Tahani! i should've done that a long time ago!"



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